I am completely exhausted. I can not sleep. I have never been a good sleeper. I'm realizing more and more how my weight impacts my ability to sleep...when you are so fat its harder to get comfortable.
But I think that now that I have this goal in mind, a goal which at this point I have little control over, its making me absolutely crazy. I still have over a week until my first consultation. And consultation is just when we start the process of trying to get my less than cooperative insurance company to approve my surgery - after which we then have to start the getting me ready process.
Some people equate high calorie food pics to fat people porn. These days, lap band blogs are my porn. I am an addict. I read them at work, at home, I think about the most inspirational bloggers when I am trying to sleep. Can't wait to get started on discovering my new life!
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